Cashing In

Now that I’m doing most of what I want, studying Philosophy again and bumming around, it’s easier to live through the day thinking my life is meaningful and pleasant despite its aimlessness. Without having any definite agenda for the day, I revel in the thought of all those days in the past four years when I didn’t want to work, when coming to work actually --- ached. Life’s already paying off. I’m accumulating all these days for the future, for the days in the next few years when I will not want to go to work. When I snap out of this and start working, I’d simply say, I already used up the happy days. It’s simple and just.